Unbearable Pain: A Personal Fight With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a overcast Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with severe pain behind a single eye that persists for several hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more often affected. Attacks typically begin with abrupt, excruciating pain focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal cycles; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center.
Still, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest bizarre treatments for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a distinct disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, scientists published the findings of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of well-known individuals.
But leading specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a